Stop the Clock



On February 20, 2020, I typed “Start the clock” when I introduced BASS 1992.

I also wrote this line: “I've written several times about the various stages of my life, and here we are at another. It'll be very interesting to see what develops”.

Here we are

4 years, 11 months, 4 days

Or

1800 days later, and I can finally close the cover on this volume, Finally.

There is simply too much to write about concerning developments in our lives over the past 1800 days, so I’ll just have to revisit this post someday and reflect on our lives from 2020 until 2025. I will say, though, that the highs (good things) vastly outweighed the lows (bad things) over the five years, and I consider us very fortunate in that sense.

Can’t say that I gave the volume a fair shake. I could have easily finished the volume in 20 days if I read and written about a story every day until completion. One month if I took the weekends off.  

No, I had to take 1800 days.

Running into some old friends – JCO, DFW, and Tobias Wolff was great. 

I’ll remember where I was in July 2024 when I read DFW. Where I was in January 2023 when I read JCO, the one story I read in 2022, Community Life by Lorrie Moore, Emergency by Denis Johnson in January 2021, and Days of Heaven by Rick Bass in June 2020 – when the world was very interesting.

So, onward with life and reading. 1993 awaits us. 

Firelight – Tobias Wolff



 

I haven’t started recommending authors yet to my oldest son, and I believe that I could be coming in late on this move…can’t recall if my father recommended books/authors to me when I was my son’s age, but I feel that if I’m going to start attempting to lay down some examples for him, now would be a great time. We are working at nurturing a book-reading habit in them, but now perhaps would be a good time to stoke his interest in reading by offering suggestions of writers that I think he might enjoy.

As I’ve written over the years, this series has opened my eyes, heart, and mind to authors I am sure I would have never come across on my own. Of course, I will offer my copies up to the boys to read in a couple of years, but now, perhaps I’ll just stick with authors that I think they might find enjoyable.




Tobias Wolff is, without question, a writer that I’d recommend to my sons. I’ve had the chance to comment on his stories a number of times on this platform, and I always find comfort in turning the page and seeing that his story is next up.

A 2004 interview with him in the Paris Review, which I wrote about here back in 2011, gave meaning to this BASS project, and I’ve returned to his thoughts about reading and writing over the years.

Looking over my spreadsheet, I see we won’t encounter Wolff again until the 1997 BASS. He’ll surface again in 2006 and then again in 2008. Given my reading habits, I’m not necessarily pleased with the space between his stories – but that’s on me.

A part of Wolff’s short stories that I always look forward to usually lands in the last few paragraphs of the last page, and in this story, “Firelight,” Wolff delivers again.

“I watch the fire, watch the changing light on the faces of my family. I try to feel at home. And I do, mostly. It is a sweet time. But in the very heart of it I catch myself bracing a little, as if in fear of being tricked. As if to really believe in it somehow make it vanish, like a voice waking me from sleep.”

I enjoyed this story as it provided me with an interesting look at a young man’s relationship with his mother. It allowed me to step into a fictional character and gain a different perspective on a mother/son relationship.

And that, right there, is why reading fiction and short stories is so important.

In his contributor’s notes at the back of this issue, Wolff states, “The origins of my stories are always hard for me to pin down because the act of writing them inevitably tangles history and imagination in a way impossible for me to untangle later on.”

With that statement, we can see that a bit of fact might always seep into fiction – perhaps just enough at the right time to give us (perceive) that perspective we would not be afforded if we did not read the story…and become that boy.

 

Stop the Clock

On February 20, 2020 , I typed “Start the clock” when I introduced BASS 1992. I also wrote this line: “I've written several times ab...