Paul Bowles - December 30, 1910 – November 18, 1999
I don’t think a week goes by that I look back at a situation I was in, and discover that I was unable to make myself understood to someone, and must have looked like the incompetent man that I too often see myself as.
Twice today as a matter of fact, during a conversation, I found a away to incorporate the telling of a story that had now need for inclusion in the conversation. The people that were on the receiving end of my tale will certainly think twice about engaging me in conversation again. You see, I am aware that what I say and what I write is...well...nothing all that special.
I know that my command of the language both spoken and written is nothing special. The fact that I recognize that though is good. I believe I have my ego in check.
I wonder, why though I feel the need to share my stories. To inject them into conversations?
To take people into my “Red Room”?
Most people don’t really want to hear other people’s stories unless they ask to hear them. If you offer to tell someone a story, chances are that they will only listen to it with one ear.
I need to keep this irritating little habit under control.